Nothing--No Dirt, No Fat

So this "diet" I'm on. Remember I said I was losing about 1/2 pound per day.

WRONG!!!

I've lost nothing. No weight, nothing.

My only hope is I'm converting fat to muscle by working out more again, thus explaining the poundage equilibrium. My stomach does look flatter. Hmmmm.

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Cleaning lady and her helper are here now. Yahoo! I've been running around over the last several days picking up, putting back and throwing out clutter around my house. When she finally got here and my bedroom was in a state a person could actually clean and not organize, I could see the dirt, dust and smudges. I really needed some help. This house is just too big for me, for one person, for one person who is barely here. I can keep it picked up, but I don't have the time, energy or desire to keep it spit-spot. Nice to see it getting dusted. Poor furniture, they've been smothering.

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I'm feeling better. I was going to stop seeing HeadShrinker, but when I finished my "closing session" last night, we determined I should just keep on coming for a while. But I'll never be truly "fixed" will I? I keep thinking I should go it on my own.

Anyhow, I've got stuff to do. Gotta go.