Always Gone

Haven't been around at all to write. Nor have I felt like it.

Things have been going along steadily, with only a couple of major bumps here and there.

I decided last night that my emotional bumps often (or always?) coincide with sessions at HeadShrinker's office, and that perhaps it is time to stop seeing HeadShrinker and let myself enjoy life without ad infinitum introspection.

These moody blues also coincide with low levels or skipped doses of my psych meds. It's scary to think that my stability has grown so dependent on a little pink pill. But, like air and water, I seem to need these SUI's and will go on taking them. Hate how it affects me sexually, but I guess that's the price to pay for happiness.

That's all for now. I'm at work and can't really post in private so. Until next time.