Remember: It's Important

I started the Wellbutrin today. In case things start going askew I want to memorialize how I'm feeling:

I feel good. When I wake up in the mornings, I am happy. When I drive to work, the sky is so beautiful I want to paint it, the hillsides are a thing of beauty.

I don't cry.

I don't obsess about bad things. I don't pre-worry about all the ways in which Rover might disappoint me only to be relieved when he does not.

I am sleeping better than I have slept in months.

My complexion is clear and my face looks rested.

I have a bounce in my step. I enjoy my iPod again.

I cannot cum but it does not matter all that much to me.

Nothing matters all that much to me. I care, but I am not anxious or worried.

I am happy. I am content.

I am not on edge. I am relaxed.

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Just in case the Wellbutrin changes me, I want to remind myself of how I felt. I want to remember, so I can stop taking the Wellbutrin and get back to the above state of mind.

Help me remember. Lead me back here should I go astray.