Something to Remember

This morning in the shower, I realized I feel good.

Without Rover and without RacerEx I am doing fine. I am glad I nipped the Rover thing in the bud. I only lost a few hours and a few tears over this recent round, but now I am fine.

I want to remember how good I feel right now in case I fall back into seeing him again and start to feel bad. I want to remember that I can feel good and that it is better to feel this way without him than to feel bad, insecure, etc., with him.